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Marlie here <3!!

''𝙹𝚞𝚜𝚝 '𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝙸'𝚖 𝚏𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚞𝚙 𝚒𝚝 𝚍𝚘𝚎𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕.''

-ᴛᴏᴏᴘᴏᴏʀ

what.

the.

fuck.

SINCE WHEN DOES MY BELOVED [REDACTED] HAVE A LOVER-???

i hate this. i really hate this.

Doesn't he understand? I love him more than anyone could. I LOVE him. I don't know how to make him understand.

HE USED TO LOVE ME. At least prefer me. Not love me. Probably not love me-

BUT STILL- 

AAAAAAAAAA I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS.

HE DEDICATED SOME STORIES TO ME. ONLY TO ME. I HAVE THEM SCREENSHOTTED. AND WE UGHHHHHHHH WE TALKED EVERYDAY I SWEAR.

Poor little [REDACTED], He doesn't know any better, it happens. I know. Once I re-introduce myself, he'll be able to know what real love is. The loyal one I am. The perfect one I am.

He knows I his remedy. His solution. He once told me that my chatting time with him were the best part of his day, that it lifted the weight off his shoulders.

And in our dates he semeed so deeply focused on me-! AND ALSO HE USED TO AAAAAAAAAA i love him.

He protected me from things and amazed me, i really really love him.

I can't wait to make him the happiest man alive, just like he makes me thrive with excitement everytime I see something that reminds me of him. I don't think I would be able to live without him tbh-

HE'S HURTING MEEEEEEE

with all this 'grrgrgr' this 'grrgrgrg' that (I'm sorry, I can't even dare to mention the nick he uses for her, it sickens me) I feel deeply hurt and frustrated and angry af-

It's not his fault, he doesn't know me yet, afterall. But still

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I want to peel her skin off. Arrive to her house and place anthrax, so she ends up dying in a slow, painful way. I want to bang her head against a pole. I want to burn her alive, part for part, or maybe electrocute her. Fuck her with a knife, that would be new-

ANYWAYS-

Today I told my friends more in detail of what I had with [REDACTED]. And Greenery was actually on my side, so that's nice.

She felt bad for my situation, how I couldn't have him near or how I wished to have more dates like the two we went on.

He's literally perfect and deserves the best (me), not some random slut he thinks he loves. 

I'll forge a personality he'll love so much, he'll never want to let me go

I already know much about how he likes his couples, how many children he wants, and some other details. I just need him to spill a bit more and I'll be closer to my goal

hehehehhehehhehehhehehehhehehe

god, i love being sick sometimes.

HAVE I MENTIONED I HAVE A FOLDER WITH HIS PHOTOS!?!

I love replaying each image in my head. I want to tell him he's the handsomest of all men, a dream come true. That he's enough. That he's doing his best and that is more than perfect. I want to reasure him and have him im my arm where I can securely protect him from any bad things. I love him

Ohhhh I forgot to mention!! I saw him in a con recently and he was SO FINEEEEE. I followed him around and kept staring from afar like a dumbass, but I loved every second of it. 

Ignoring the part where I got small anxiety attacks every time he got out my sight, I really enjoyed watching him intereact with the rest of the people. The overall event was really meh, but [REDACTED]

 was in it, so that automatically made it worth it. At least for me, his number one fan :3

I started rereading the messages we exchanged, from my account and the alter and I really got a kick of happiness. Just what I need these days.

He really does make me euphoric

Should I share the playlist I made him though here? Maybe that would expose me much...

I CAN'T WAIT TO FINISH MY PLAN AND APROACH HIMMMM

Marlie Out <3 !!!