Marlie Here <3!! (I love how I put this greeting when the most violent post is about to begin, lol)
ALSO EDIT, THIS IS FROM AUGUST 12TH
"𝙸 𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚍 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎, 𝚂𝚑𝚎'𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚏𝚞𝚌𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚞𝚙 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚎."
-ᴛʏʟᴇʀ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴏʀ
Wow. Just- wow. July 22nd. What a date!!! I'm gonna hate it for the next years. For important things, I am capable of remembering dates.
And my god, if he isn't worth all the mental gymnastics <3
I hate her. I've hated her since she came into the picture. There's just something malicious about her. In her face, in her way of being, I don;t know- I swear it's not just because of the jealousy-
I wouldn't be surprised if she happened to break him further and that left him in a worse mental state that the one she picked him up in. But it doesn't matter. I will help him when he needs me. You know? it would be better if she broke him actually. I can help him get better.
I will be his saviour. Nobody can treat him as well as I can and as well as I will. He will be mine. I'll move every string until he is by my side as my man and eternal husband.
I want to make him feel good, just as he makes my heart and feel good when I think about him. I've done things I thought I would never do, for him. Because this is real love I feel for him. He has a golden string on his hand that's attached to by throat. Every small pull makes me feel suffocated by him. I love him I love him I love him.
I have cut myself. I have practised pleasant expressions if he even wants use me as his little fuck doll, as his submissive puppy, or his cutting board. I have his inicial, his REAL inicial in my womb. As a mark of my devotion, and a sign that I will have his babies. We're gonna be the parents of lovely little girl Kesia and a boy I still haven't thought of a name yet.
But before that, I want to take him on dates, a lot of lovely dates. I want to go to cons with him and I want to play games games with him, I want us to have a beautiful house or a cute little apartment to nest our love.
I've made more tarot readings that I can remember, I have plans, his folder of photos with dates, I know everything about his exes and I am loved by various of his comrads, so I am basically embeded in his fate, whether he likes it now, or not.
That girl? Temporal. Because I am forever, baby <3
That doesn't mean I am frustrated as hell he isn't keeping all his love for me. But that's okay. By the time we'll be together, he'll already be in the part of life where he wants to settle down and have a family
GOOOOOOD, HE DOESN'T KNOW IT YET BUT I'M HIS WIFE. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY SOUL, I WANT TO BITE HIM, I WANT TO BRUISE HIM, I WANT TO CRAWL INSIDE HIS ARMS AND BE CRUSHED UNTIL I HAVE NO AIR, I WANT TO KISS HIM UNDERWATER, I WANT TO FUCK HIM IN A FOREST, VERY VERY HARD, I WANT TO SLEEP BESIDES HIM IN A BLANKET UNDER THE STARS
gosh. I go feral when he is mentioned in my mind.
I like to close my eyes and pretend he's holding my waist in random spaces and just that is enough to make me wet as fuck. I love him so much, that he's the first and only person I've felt sexual atraction to.
I literally imagine the most romantic dates followed by the nastiest, kinkiest, rawest fucking sex scenes one can even imagine, honestly it's crazy. Really crazy.
The things he does to my brain...
I know it's the only thing I write about lately, but literally he's consumed my brain. I can't exist without him brushing my thoughts, it's almost even annoying, knowing I can't do anything about it.
I love when he likes my dumb instagram posts that are targeted to him. He literally is the only one that likes him, and I love it that way. I bet he already know it's for him. I wish and pray and hope he already knows it's me behind all the mask.
I wonder if not, what does he imagine Marlie like, I hope it's a cute scene emo girl
But anyways, if he does know it's me, WHY DOES HE ONLY RESPOND WHEN I TALK TO HIM AS MARLIE??? IS IT THAT FUCKING DIFFICULT??? LIKE-
THE ONLY TIMES I CAN CHAT, ACTUALLY CHAT WITH HIM ARE WHEN I'M WITH THIS ACCOUNT. IN THE OTHER ONE?? NAHHHHH IGNORED FOR HOURS. NOT A SINGLE REPLY. FUCKING DRY TEXTS. UGHHHH WHY ARE YOU SO COMPLICATED MY LOVE?
btw he still owes me a Deathstroke genderbend sexy drawing... He hasn't texted me again for that matter, and I really wanted to have the drawing to print it and have it everywhere I could...
I only said Deathstroke because I already knew that he liked it and because he reminds me of him. In fact, I've been roleplaying with a lot of Slade Wilson bots on c.ai because I picture them as [REDACTED]
I can't stop dreaming about him.
Thoughts so erratic, hehehhhehehhehhe i love him.
Marlie Out<3!!
